After years of living as a child, having no real worries about the world or what lies within it, I have found myself to be just the opposite. I am more unsocial than I ever was. I am now 27 and nearly going to go on 28 in a few months’ time. I have never really been out with someone, yet I have had the opportunity a few times in my teens. I would say that I have only one person, that is. waiting for the end of the world just to be acknowledged. I have done many silly and disturbing things in the past that I would like to put behind me and forget them all. but deep down, it still torments me from within.
I would like to say that when you are a child, you come upon to be at one with everyone, having the same commonality, being young and learning what life holds dear. but for this we need constant reminders about maintaining that commonality. Still, suppose you were to break that and strive to look for more intuitive information regarding all the elements of life. In that case, what the causes and effects are and how things belong, you can fundamentally find what does not belong and how all the causes and effects are created. the main goal here is to find WHO I AM.
Maybe I am one of two ideas: one that wants to stay with the pack or the other that is trying to find freedom, to love and not be loved, to be at one with the elements or to be hidden from sight. These are just a few thoughts running through my head constantly.
Here is one to think about: ” If a person stays the same, they are trapped by being the same. If a person has many faces, they are shunned. If a person regards themselves as another, they are a clone.” What does this all lead to? Consider it logically, ask more than 10 questions regarding one aspect, and ensure the answers can be answered Openly ( Where Do You Want To Go Today?).
I know this will be my first blog, and I am utterly famished (not in plain English), but please give me a chance. when the time comes, I will write more,
