Do Our Loved Animals Still Circle Us, To Know That We Are Protected. Loved. Missed.

Had A Dream Of My Former Four Legged Friends Last Night. This entailed That I Would Not Let Them Out of my sight. as one of them went off or was dog-napped when I was a youngster. this one was one of my best friends and I have had four dogs in my life up to today. the first was an Alsation, who I had known since I was born, she followed me nearly everywhere I went. and was my main protector apart from my parents.

my second dog was king Charles who inadvertently was miss treated and hell he could snore loudly. he passed away nearly 17 years ago. and could spell out a biscuit or chocolate buttons from Cadbury. he lived a good life and could pick out the carrots that were given to him from our leftover Sunday dinners.

my third dog was called Cyndi. and only lived a short while.

now since my dream, I was always near my beloved dogs and still was given kisses by them when asked and would always look to see that they are near. I think that this is because I may not want to be alone when members of my family pass. I only have my mother and brother who is married with three children. as all my grandparents and father have gone to the spirit in the sky. Even though people portray an animal as a none entity they do not miss them when they pass. I for one still like to remember them, no matter how long ago it was since I saw them last.

Mind And Heart

When I dream I dream of you, When I awake I am not near you, I try to sleep but can’t stop thinking about you, My heart is filled with love just for you, Yet I cannot give it because I am far from you, Each day passes that we grow older, My heart still remains for the love of you, I am happy and sad for not being beside your side hand in hand. I would give my life to see you, then bask in the ambience of what may be, I give my heart of valour for you to see, even if for 5 mins of passion, I say to Thee I will always be your greatest admirer and friend for whatever turns out to be.

God have 13 years gone by for what has not been saying. like a candle on a cake, you ignite my love for only I can see, the light dies down and the love is lost, but one day came and ignited it back. now I cannot resist telling you this. That my love is only made for THEE. I hope you will find this in time and for I must now go and attend to a life of denial that I have no love and my heart empty. I do not care about what should be. but my heart has lingered long enough. i can’t even think straight (you may know what I mean), I am myself and no other, I am shy and lonely,

I Have encountered one instance of butterflies, Remember this I live up the hills and far away, In The Library of Spring 1999. Talking about science the chemicals, I Will always remember what my life has entailed being. living a life of complexity.

I May be dumb for all to see, but that is what I want them to see, deep down I am as strong as an OX.

Your Nose is still cute and not a piggy one as the others said in 96-97

I Will give my heart gladly but was told to stay away by little birdie. as I am only needed telling the once.

But I Still LOVE YOU.