Author: UnFathem Cortex

Just a viewer of time and what makes a day. I see and analyze what went before and after. Just looking through the schism of time.

Promises.

When you are petite and want something that would cost an arm and a leg, and your carers cannot afford it. Would they promise that one day you shall have what you wanted?

Then, one day, unexpectedly, you receive your gift.

Would it still levy with you that they took the time and effort to earn enough so that you could have what you wanted in the first place?

Some people would go to the end of the world to get you what you want, and in return, be satisfied that you love it and them the more.

It is with this that I state that no matter what you do, you will always have the promise to keep; this entails that you would need to be true to yourself and protect what is important to you.

Family matters, and you cannot choose who your carers are, only friends and fiance.

Although Promises can be broken, and it is only this that we remember as an old saying: “NEWS SELLS”.

Knowledge Vs Learning

Every now and then there comes a time that something has to test your knowledge. Like being on a game show, or somebody asking you a question.

But if you did not know anything about the topic of discussion, would you go and find the information or would you enrol on a course to learn something new.

Perhaps you want to become a doctor or lawyer. This will inevitably take time and money. But for what you pay, you will have learnt a vast majority of the things that it takes to become what you would like to do as a job or hobby.

I myself am going to learn English, even though it is my first language, as I would like to have a level 2 in the subject since only received an E in my GCSEs.

So what are your thoughts?

Discrepancy

If you were walking down the road and found a stash of Money, would you hand it over to the authority or keep it?

This is where Discrepancy comes to play.

It is advised that you do not spend the money in question but either try and find out who owns it. And then to hand it over to them.

As you may receive an award of some sort.

This is where your conscience comes to play. As it is a Catch-22. As if you did spend it and the owner comes to collect. Then you are in big trouble. And if you handed it over to the authorities and nobody collects it. Then you would be kicking yourself for doing so.

Another Discrepancy is when you said you had done something but you never did.

Surreal Work

As this life is only once and to get anything you must pay. You need money to pay for things such as housing, food, water, and heating. And this is true for those that work.

You need to work to gain money from an employer, as you will inevitably be their employee. But in some countries, you get paid vacations. This means Holiday Pay.

If you are fed up with work, it may mean that the work involved is not for you, and you should seek work elsewhere, but stick with it until you have got your dream job.

As the income will pay for the necessities and you only have to do this X-amount of hours a day.

God by Night, Mortal by Day.

Many seek and many find, but those that seek would only see.

Keep appearances to a minimum when trying to find. This is the gospel of truth for those needing reassurance about what was found. You would only need to seek facts in this godforsaken place we call life.

I would like to say that when finding the thing that is need to be found that those that wish they never did. You would have to have had a good conscience for needing to find it in the first place.

Virtue vs Blatant Ignorance

Have you ever thought that you are the only one with some form of mental instability and would like to find help, but do not know where to turn to? I find that if you are under the influence of hearing voices and seeing things that are not there. That one should go to a doctor and talk things over. He/She may advise you to go to the hospital to be assessed.
This will only take a short time, but the wait might be long as many hospitals are only used for A&E-style approaches.

When you get to see a Psychiatrist, you should talk about your problem and if they think a lengthy stay at that hospital is vital for you to get well. I would advise doing it VOLUNTARILY as you will not be SECTIONED. And your stay may be short.

It is not until they think that you are unwell that you may be Sectioned if you have been in the hospital for some period of time. And are not showing signs of getting well, for instance, you do not wash, for instance, you are loud and ignorant of others.

I myself have spent time in a hospital for a few weeks to a few months but not 6-12 months of stay, the most I have stayed in a hospital was 4-12 weeks.

When I say VIRTUE I mean that you are looking for help. And you will not stop until you can find professional help.

It is others that are Blatantly Ignorant of you having this form of the episode and do not know what to do to help you. You will have to tell them that you are feeling unwell and want to see a doctor in which you want to seek advice about undertaking some form of prescription drug to help alleviate the voices.

Once you are on the correct medication and have been well for x number of days, weeks, months and years. You may one day become intolerant to the drugs and may relapse into hearing voices again. but you will have had a care plan in place and have spoken about the triggers that you acknowledged about what entails you to hear voices or see things that are not actually there.

Maria DB.

For those of you who like to know what has been and will be, you will have to read between the lines of History and Future Tech.

As many of you may know is that many of the ideas of today’s tech were drawn up by Leonardo Di Vinci, as he did draw the idea for a helicopter.

You may also need to know what factors will have an adverse effect on the Environment. As many of the main aspects of a new computer use rare materials and if disposed of could be detrimental to the Environment.

The reason why this is called Maria DB is that it is the bases for this blogging tool.

God’s Peruvian

From time to time since having a mental condition, you are susceptible to having a case of a God Complex, in which the user thinks that they are God.

It only takes one chance of a relapse or first Psychosis, to have this.

I My-Self did not want any doctors or nurses, even passers-by, to have my DNA, meaning When I drank out of plastic cups or ate with cutlery, I would take them with me once finished.

Also, you will be stating what is good and bad with the world.

You will also see that MONEY is the ROOT of all EVIL.