As Time Disappears!

If you knew nothing of time, and you knew nothing of how time works. Then you would not know what time to sleep and wake.

If you knew nothing of time and you wanted to book a holiday, you would never be able to go to your destination as you would never know what date it would be and what time you coach leaves.

If you knew something of time, you would be escalating the vacuum of space.

It would then become apparent that the time you spend with your family and friends will become precious as you would never know what came or had gone before.

But why would time disappear, as you know time goes forwards and not backwards. As it starts to unwind from the broken promises of kingship.

When I say Kingship I mean a time that had no time at all, and those that were alive had unlimited time to live. An Eternal for that matter.

But we never needed knowledge only freedom to live.

When you need more Money

In this day and age, we are susceptible to ever increasing debt. And bills are most commonly issued debts that we can no longer get away from.

But what if you were never in debt. Would you purchase a high valued price of say a car to finance.

Yes it keeps the cost down for a single deposit. But you would be paying interest on that purchase for the amount of time the finance is issued for.

And no matter what your financial background is like, nobody likes to be in debt. So for the people who do not care about getting carried away with credit cards or even finance on items. You should look at what would be at stake say if you were a gambler, and always lost on sporting events.

Would you accept their promotions to get your money back only to loose more on each transaction. Then you do not have the means to pay utility bills or pay that mortgage. Then you would either be cut-off or loose your house or flat.

And then Depression kicks in and you have no where to look for help.

There might be a time when you just say F**k it and commit suicide, and that no body will feel any remorse that you did.

But what would you leave behind, a wife, a husband, a mother, a father, a son, a daughter, friends.

It is surprising that when you need more money that the best thing to do is to put something aside for rainy days when you really need it.

Relation Woes

Have you got time to listen to some truths, some may not be what you want to hear. But they are truths.

For one, I am subjected to having injections for my Schizophrenia, and two, if I did not, I may miss my oral treatment for it.

As I am absent minded for the most part of the day.

Yes I do have a mother who tries to remind me of taking them, but when you just do not care anymore. It becomes a chore in what is needed. I also suffer from blood clots, as I have had 2 in the last 8 years, so need to be on blood thinners. Also I have narrowed airways of the throat, in which I have telephone conversations with a doctor at the hospital nearly every 6 months.

But what about you.

Also if you have a good relationship with friend and family, then you should talk to them more often, as it will show that you are not suffering from said diagnosis. And that if asked, you should be truthful about your state of mind.

You may be listening to your inner voices, but it would be beneficial if you ignore them and speak to councillors of your condition, to make them acknowledge what steps to take next.

Is Sleep Propnatic

For those of you who uses sleep to gain energy for the start of the day. Do you sometimes overdo it when needing to get something done in the day.

Or are you one who finds it difficult to get to sleep, when going to bed and just laying there,

I find that when I get up in the evening, that I find it difficult to get to sleep during the night. And when I do fall asleep, I am either focusing my thoughts on the days revenue, or listening to the radio.

As some of you who do not get out that much may be lacking in VITAMIN D. If you are, then please see a doctor, who will tell you to take x amount of vitamin d tablets, for x amount of time.

I know as About 2 years ago I had to do just that. But since I am sometimes housebound meaning I am not getting out as much during the day and getting the suns rays to my face and hands. That I might need to do this again.

Inject to Not diverse

When you are little and growing up, you learn about your surroundings and the people who you see nearly daily.

But what you do not know is that them people have some secrets that they do not want the world to know.

It is that either that they are some sort of LGBTQ or they are living the life they wanted. Without regrets.

But once you start to see the changes in them, and they are happy. You feel for them. Meaning that no matter what they do you are glad that they are still alive and well.

But what if they did not show it in early age. Would you see them Take control of their lives at a tender age of OLD.

We as a humanity need to get on with people from all diverse background and live the life we and they choose.

We are only here once and we need to get along with people as a means to help one another when the time comes.

I myself thought that I was just a transvestite, and later resolved my issues with my family. Only that I do not dare to do it now.

Waiting For

Have you notice that when you are doing something that when somebody wants you to do something they have to wait for you to do it.

It comes too thought that when we are waiting for something to come along and help the main concept of thought provoking actions.

That we just need to wait for something to come along.

We as Humanity need to wait, before we do anything, and before our actions make a bad move. It would mean that when we as humanity are going to do something that we need to reflect on what the cause and actions will be for the future.

Bit like when we are thinking of Waiting For.

What would you do?

If you know somebody who was having difficulty explaining themselves to you about how they felt. What would you do?.

Would it be a cry for help or would it be something disturbing that the person you knew would not talk, and will not seek help.

And depending on how long they have been feeling this, could it just be some form of depression and nothing more.

If it became bad and you had no hope of them speaking about the way they were feeling, it is time that you stood up and got them some professional help.

I had been feeling this once, and it is not nice, as we are social creatures, and we need an audience to talk to others. But once you start to become unwell and either start to hear voices. They alone are your audiences.

So professional help is key in getting them the support from doctors to Psychologists. About how to treat you either at home or in a constitution.

But once you have had the support and on the correct medication, your life should return back to normal and you will be talking to family members, friends, colleagues once again.

So the moral of the story is to talk about how you feel no matter what it entails and to make sure that if you do find yourself doing the same thing again. Then your loved ones may need to step in again and get you some needed rest.

Wanting Vs. Getting

For those of you who want, are you just having the thought of getting.

For those that are Getting, are you just having the thought of wanting.

These are two case scenarios and they play key in knowing what a person is thinking and doing.

If I was a person that wanted and got, I would be in a lot of debt.

Once the need goes and you have what you wanted and had gotten what was needing to get.

I assure you that with time spent with the item or thing you wanted and got, it would wear off and you wish that you did not get.

From Within

Have you ever noticed that when you are quiet that you can sometimes hear your own voice. This is an internal monologue, that nearly everybody has.

It can either be your thoughts concentrating on a task or something other than Voices.

You would know when you are hearing voices because they never shut up and is when your mind is going twenty to the dozen with no slow down. It will start to slow down, once you have gotten some medication or peer to peer conversations.

But what if they can not slow down and you have no help from anybody, even if you are unable to talk to a professional.

Well the short answer is, Call your doctor or walk into a medical centre for help. They will try and diagnose what you have and try to help.

Once you have a diagnosis and are well with the medication or time spent in a hospital. You will feel better in your self and will be able to concentrate on menial tasks like you used to do.

But what if the drugs are not working. Or if you are on tablets and you think you do not need them.

Then there would be a reprise of the voices and your brain will start to go into overdrive once again.

It is better to take your medication when you on something daily weekly monthly. If having injections I would advise doing this when you are needing to go to your local Psychiatric centre and get it.

Mine used to be fortnightly but since I became accustomed to the injection and was going down within a day before my injection was due. I had to have the top up when my Psychiatrist prescribed it and did the injection. But then if having the same injection for some time it could be that you may go down a few days before. This happened to me and I relapsed.

I went back into Psychiatric care and advised that I would stay there until I got my medication correct.

Once they put me onto something and I was showing signs of health coming back. Whilst on Tablets.

When they were going to give me the same medication but in liquid form I asked if I could have it weekly.

I am now now the mend but still hear voices from time to time, but is nowhere near as much as I had when in Psychiatric care.

I will never be 100% fit. And I may never be able to work again. But what I am saying is get a diagnosis and get help.

Thank you for listening.

Also you may be destined to have Voices if any member of your immediate family has had voices before.

How is that?

From time to time we feel great, From time to time we feel sad. But from time to time we know we are Unique and Complicated.

This is the Human condition, as we stem from Primates, and we evolved into the beings today. No matter what you do, you are one of a kind. With no two beings sharing the same DNA.

It would take another amount of era’s to evolve again. But with the pandemic still in force, and still killing people we do not know when it would end. It would need to if we are going to be one of a kind and search within the stars to find new pursuits.

But moving forward, would we still need money, as I believe that money is the route of all evil.

Yet in this day and age, we need it to survive.

Some have more than others, and a multitude have barely enough to live on.