Category: Mind thoughts

Bringing you something.

For those of you who know me and my health, I would like to bring you blogs about my life and some of my thoughts. These will be whenever I feel the need to tell you something.

Although this site caters to those who want to see something about somebody’s personal life and enjoy it regularly, this is not always the case.

For this to happen, I would need to write a daily or weekly post. As you know, if you adhere to this, you will see why this can not happen and why it is that way.

We cannot know when something that seems logical will catch the eye of somebody.

Granted, this site is only for those relevant to my thinking.

Silence is key.

Sitting on a stool in the middle of nowhere, we never hear a sound. The sound sometimes travels un-relentless, whether it is stagnant or moving. But you do not know that when sound becomes hearable, it could go within a split second.

It is like when a fly flies by and passes you; you may hear it as it passes.

Then, when you want to study, you must be in a quiet place, such as a library or your home, away from distractions.

It is not until you have learned how to stay silent that you learn the fundamentals of meditation, including how and when to break out of it.

When somebody new comes into the circle.

Are you comfortable having the same people around you or that come visit you, are you the one who says keep your friends close but your enemies even closer.

Well if this is you, you have to accept that new people will come into your life and share a life bond with them. Meaning that they have some of the same interests as you or eat the same foods.

Now that I get injections weekly for my Schizophrenia, I am having a new Care Co-Ordinator. I have met them today and for once I am happy with it. As they seem understanding and empathetic towards me.

Reality Vs My Concious

After So Long In My Plight To Gain Acceptance About My Anxiety, I Have Always Wondered If The Birds Where Ever Speaking To Me, I Am Starting To Be Lost In My Own Actions, I Know It To Be True In Some Context That The Person That I Was Persuing Was Also Persuing Me, But Never Meeting In The Middle. Being In Haste I Know I Should Be Around Her, But With The Deeds Of Before I Am Not Knowing Where I Stand, Even Though I Dream Of Her Now And Then My Heart Is Nearly Given Up. As Has She,

I Know I Can Not Look At Another Until I Find A Cure, Needing Information From Her Lips And Eyes,

I am a Transparent On Being Of Two Minds, Some Of Which I Have Grown Accustomed To Being Alone, And Other Trying To Reach Out, But I Have Never Really Lived A Life That Was Filled With Love, Only From the Parents I Had,

I Hope I Have Not Hurt Her In Any Way, Emotionally, I Did Not Mean To Make This A Source For Revenge Hatred As I Had Bottled A lot Of My Feelings Up For Soo Long,

I Say With All Envy I Am Cursed, Listening To Birds In My Neighbourhood For All Time, They Are Starting To Die Down But Always Come Back.

Try and Unfathem out me

After years of living as a child, having no real worries about the world or what lies within it, I have found myself to be just the opposite. I am more unsocial than I ever was. I am now 27 and nearly going to go on 28 in a few months’ time. I have never really been out with someone, yet I have had the opportunity a few times in my teens. I would say that I have only one person, that is. waiting for the end of the world just to be acknowledged. I have done many silly and disturbing things in the past that I would like to put behind me and forget them all. but deep down, it still torments me from within.

I would like to say that when you are a child, you come upon to be at one with everyone, having the same commonality, being young and learning what life holds dear. but for this we need constant reminders about maintaining that commonality. Still, suppose you were to break that and strive to look for more intuitive information regarding all the elements of life. In that case, what the causes and effects are and how things belong, you can fundamentally find what does not belong and how all the causes and effects are created. the main goal here is to find WHO I AM.

Maybe I am one of two ideas: one that wants to stay with the pack or the other that is trying to find freedom, to love and not be loved, to be at one with the elements or to be hidden from sight. These are just a few thoughts running through my head constantly.

Here is one to think about: ” If a person stays the same, they are trapped by being the same. If a person has many faces, they are shunned. If a person regards themselves as another, they are a clone.” What does this all lead to? Consider it logically, ask more than 10 questions regarding one aspect, and ensure the answers can be answered Openly ( Where Do You Want To Go Today?).

I know this will be my first blog, and I am utterly famished (not in plain English), but please give me a chance. when the time comes, I will write more,