Morning goes, Morning comes, When you look, You will Find.
Heaven knows you are just a mortal.
Being nurtured by mother and father.
Drinking vasts amount of knowledge, from the stream of ideas.
Falling in and becoming idle.
Putting what was found into practice.
You shall seek no more.
From time to time since having a mental condition, you are susceptible to having a case of a God Complex, in which the user thinks that they are God.
It only takes one chance of a relapse or first Psychosis, to have this.
I My-Self did not want any doctors or nurses, even passers-by, to have my DNA, meaning When I drank out of plastic cups or ate with cutlery, I would take them with me once finished.
Also, you will be stating what is good and bad with the world.
You will also see that MONEY is the ROOT of all EVIL.
Have you ever noticed that when you are quiet that you can sometimes hear your own voice. This is an internal monologue, that nearly everybody has.
It can either be your thoughts concentrating on a task or something other than Voices.
You would know when you are hearing voices because they never shut up and is when your mind is going twenty to the dozen with no slow down. It will start to slow down, once you have gotten some medication or peer to peer conversations.
But what if they can not slow down and you have no help from anybody, even if you are unable to talk to a professional.
Well the short answer is, Call your doctor or walk into a medical centre for help. They will try and diagnose what you have and try to help.
Once you have a diagnosis and are well with the medication or time spent in a hospital. You will feel better in your self and will be able to concentrate on menial tasks like you used to do.
But what if the drugs are not working. Or if you are on tablets and you think you do not need them.
Then there would be a reprise of the voices and your brain will start to go into overdrive once again.
It is better to take your medication when you on something daily weekly monthly. If having injections I would advise doing this when you are needing to go to your local Psychiatric centre and get it.
Mine used to be fortnightly but since I became accustomed to the injection and was going down within a day before my injection was due. I had to have the top up when my Psychiatrist prescribed it and did the injection. But then if having the same injection for some time it could be that you may go down a few days before. This happened to me and I relapsed.
I went back into Psychiatric care and advised that I would stay there until I got my medication correct.
Once they put me onto something and I was showing signs of health coming back. Whilst on Tablets.
When they were going to give me the same medication but in liquid form I asked if I could have it weekly.
I am now now the mend but still hear voices from time to time, but is nowhere near as much as I had when in Psychiatric care.
I will never be 100% fit. And I may never be able to work again. But what I am saying is get a diagnosis and get help.
Thank you for listening.
Also you may be destined to have Voices if any member of your immediate family has had voices before.
We are mammals wondering around a rock and we seek advice as to how to be. But we create problems for ourselves no matter what we are or what we want to be.
But for some unknown reason we cannot fathom out our own liberation from the grasps of the mind. We know we have the capabilities of knowing what want to do yet we cannot grasp what our heart or mind must know.
If you were to be silent for a number of years without speech, what would you hear. Would you hear an internal monologue or just static.
If we are to conquer the mind we must first know how it helps us do menial tasks for everyday use.
We cannot gain access to the mind in dreams but they relay a understanding of what the day or days has done or what we are thinking in a sleeping state.
I have just found out that many people do not have an internal monologue, this means that you can hear a voice when thinking or reading or writing. This is a natural occurence and it baffles doctors that some do not have this.
But this is why many speak out loud to have a conversation with ones self, so that they can get a written or reading done as it sounds better than trying to hear a voice.
I have a internal monologue, and sometimes when I relapse, the voice from my own thinking gets hidden and other voices come in the way.
I will surely find that when I speak out loud it is that I want to digress something other than listening to my own internal monologue. But this is sometimes good as you know what you want to say without listening to self.
