Author: UnFathem Cortex

Just a viewer of time and what makes a day. I see and analyze what went before and after. Just looking through the schism of time.

Rebounding Notions

From time to time we feel the best that we can be, and with this we strive for perfection in whatever it is that we are doing.

But deep down we know something is up, we may not have a definitive answer, but we know something is up, it may be ourselves or family members that just do not want to talk.

So we must try to get them to talk and get answers for what it is that they or us are feeling. It is bad to keep things bottled up for years or days for instance. If you went to the shop for somebody and ordered or purchased something that they wanted, and when bringing it back, you notice that the lack of enthusiasm is drained from them.

This is no fault of your own, but an emasculation of days or weeks, of feeling down.

So how would you know if they felt threatened by a conversation from the heart about the way that they feel.

We are only merely Mortals, and we need solitude to learn that if we lived alone, that no matter what you said, nobody would answer.

Solitude only comes from a time that we know is keen for those who are well and only need say 5 minutes to self to gain momentum for what could happen.

We rebound on notions and feelings the one day the world will turn up side down, and no matter what help there is, us or them, may become unwell.

So if you listen and talk to each other. Somethings that had a down may be able to be picked up, and help those that need help.

The Flow Of Things

When we are growing up we do not forsee a life that is plagued by mental health. It is only when we learn that other family members have had the same thing happen to them. And it is with this that we learn about our selves.

If a family member had some form of mental health, and you are born after the fact, then you could pose as one that has this also.

Why is society deemed as one that needs assurance that if you become unwell that you pose as no risk to them. But could you pose a risk on your self.

This could be the fact that if you have never had any voices within, and you could not cope with them without specialists help. As you may only need these if it becomes unbearable. That you could try and commit suicide.

This is no way to live your life and if you do find that you are hearing voices that you should go to a specialist either by visiting your GP in person and and asking for further help.

We do not know when we will become ill, so it is a precaution when we do.

You may spend some time in an institution but this is good as you will be monitored daily and hourly.

I have had 3-5 institutions from a period of 11 years.

But each time I went in voluntarily as I knew that I would only be spending the minimum time possible there.

It is when you are sectioned and this is done via a psychiatric assessment that a doctor will do. They will either have you detained for 6 months to a year. Some people need longer as they have no luck in trying to get better. But know this. You will not have any visitors and you will not be able to go outside.

But once you see changes in the way you are living, meaning not hearing voices and are on the medication that is prescribed, either via tablets or injections, that you should not miss this as you may fall back into the same state that you were in before you were medicated.

I will leave this now.

Thanks for listening.

Cortex

Have a Restart!

What would you do if you found an error in one of your programmes, and it messed with your system.

 

Would you uninstall or wipe everything in the hope that it would work properly again.

 

Sometimes it is the inevitable and it is one thing that drives me nutty when things do not work as expected.

 

Sometimes it is best not to install and use an alternative programme and hope for the best.

 

I have had this happen to me quite a few times but stuck with it for the time being.

Understanding The Psychy

For years I have struggled to read correctly, and the meaning of questions in my early years. As I am an adult, I must put my learning to the test in understanding if I have some form of Psychological hinderance from my own neurology and get assessed for Dyslexia.

 

I do not know how the test will go and also the outcome of the test. But I am aware that I would have to go through the correct doors to get an assessment.

 

Understanding is only good enough if you have covered all boundaries of your own mind and how it works.

 

From one thing that I had seen on my care plan many years ago was that they thought I might have Autism and I wondered why this was.

 

I did not exhibit the correct form of the former but I do have a good memory when it come to day to day tasks.

 

But I could not recall a deck of cards if you asked me.

 

I will try and get a synapsis of my mind when my mother phones the doctor to get thing into gear.

 

If I am found to have Dyslexia and am diagnosed with it that will tell me why I find it so hard to express my wording in questions asked of me when doing coursework.

 

So I will end it here and summarise at a later date if I am DYSLEXIC.

Deviant Creatures

Are you somebody who keeps acting that they are hard or someone who keeps breaking the law.

Well you are an Deviant Creature, who just do not care about what you do until it happens to you.

You may be on drugs or needing to get spare cash with robberies that you do.

 

You would not like it if it happened to yourself, but who cares right.

 

Wrong, If you were not an Deviant Creature, then everybody would not have to worry about locking their doors daily and during the day.

Conquering the MInd

We are mammals wondering around a rock and we seek advice as to how to be. But we create problems for ourselves no matter what we are or what we want to be.

But for some unknown reason we cannot fathom out our own liberation from the grasps of the mind. We know we have the capabilities of knowing what want to do yet we cannot grasp what our heart or mind must know.

If you were to be silent for a number of years without  speech, what would you hear. Would you hear an internal monologue or just static.

If we are to conquer the mind we must first know how it helps us do menial tasks for everyday use.

 

We cannot gain access to the mind in dreams but they relay a understanding of what the day or days has done or what we are thinking in a sleeping state.

Mentoring vs. Mentored

What would you say if you did not know a subject, or you found it hard getting to the answer. Then you must be mentored, as you will gain an abundance in learning a way of finding the answers you seek.

But those of you who have been mentored, would you seek out a way to help others in the same position as you.

Are you a mentor, and wanting to teach those that need help in learning a subject that you find easy.

Many of us find it hard sometimes in giving advise in a way as to help the recipient to another way of thinking. And that you are the one who is teaching them.

I suffer from PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA and I have difficulty responding to many questions that you seek, but I have life experiences about the why, the who, the what, and again the why.

Why is this, well I will tell you.

For those of you in a trance and need help in getting out of it, and you want it to be today.

I cannot give any information or even tutoring in this way. But I can relay what I have been through and what it is that I have endured during the trance stages.

First you have depression, then you cannot get out of it. Then you go to the doctors with this and ask why you are like this. The doctor either gives you a prescription for drugs, or asks you to go to get analysed by specialists.

This goes on for many affectees and they seek a definitive answer for their condition.

It may take some time for a correct concoction of drugs that will work, and one that will help the condition in which you are in.

Smoking behavioural support

As many of you may be smoking, there comes a time that you will have to quit this deadly habit and try to quit either with support from family and friends or by a service that offers behavioural support in quitting smoking.

It is apparent that smoking gives you a lot of forms of cancer and even may kill you. But for the die hard smokers out there. You can and will find that cease smoking will be beneficial to your health.

It reflects that smoking used to be beneficial to health in order to get rid of colds. But as the years went by and smokers dying because of this combustion, that governments started to look at this as a loss of revenue from its constituents and in order for them to gain money, it needed services that would help those in need.

That is why and is, that smokers should give up smoking but never giving up the fight to quit.

Under, Over

For those who seek to find the real me, good luck trying.

The reason why many people seek is that they are looking for proof of other adverse truths. And it is with that that they will search for any information regarding a subject.

Look at what is, and what isn’t, to find that knowledge is the understanding of both. It tells a story of what was and what is not, in keeping with this, we will find the key hole at the end of the tunnel.

Joke me once, and I might smirk, Joke me twice, and I might smile, Joke me once while I am smiling, then I will laugh. But what is laughter if you cannot and will not show any Emotions.

Over the years I sought fortune but never knew I was rich with love.