Mental Health – Page 2 – Unfathem Cortex

Understanding The Psychy

For years I have struggled to read correctly, and the meaning of questions in my early years. As I am an adult, I must put my learning to the test in understanding if I have some form of Psychological hinderance from my own neurology and get assessed for Dyslexia.

I do not know how the test will go and also the outcome of the test. But I am aware that I would have to go through the correct doors to get an assessment.

Understanding is only good enough if you have covered all boundaries of your own mind and how it works.

From one thing that I had seen on my care plan many years ago was that they thought I might have Autism and I wondered why this was.

I did not exhibit the correct form of the former but I do have a good memory when it come to day to day tasks.

But I could not recall a deck of cards if you asked me.

I will try and get a synapsis of my mind when my mother phones the doctor to get thing into gear.

If I am found to have Dyslexia and am diagnosed with it that will tell me why I find it so hard to express my wording in questions asked of me when doing coursework.

So I will end it here and summarise at a later date if I am DYSLEXIC.

Mentoring vs. Mentored

What would you say if you did not know a subject, or you found it hard getting to the answer. Then you must be mentored, as you will gain an abundance in learning a way of finding the answers you seek.

But those of you who have been mentored, would you seek out a way to help others in the same position as you.

Are you a mentor, and wanting to teach those that need help in learning a subject that you find easy.

Many of us find it hard sometimes in giving advise in a way as to help the recipient to another way of thinking. And that you are the one who is teaching them.

I suffer from PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA and I have difficulty responding to many questions that you seek, but I have life experiences about the why, the who, the what, and again the why.

Why is this, well I will tell you.

For those of you in a trance and need help in getting out of it, and you want it to be today.

I cannot give any information or even tutoring in this way. But I can relay what I have been through and what it is that I have endured during the trance stages.

First you have depression, then you cannot get out of it. Then you go to the doctors with this and ask why you are like this. The doctor either gives you a prescription for drugs, or asks you to go to get analysed by specialists.

This goes on for many affectees and they seek a definitive answer for their condition.

It may take some time for a correct concoction of drugs that will work, and one that will help the condition in which you are in.

Stabilizing Mental Health

From time to time, people and animals share a likeness in health, one that is sometimes not talked about. This is of cause Mental health.

We have all done it one time or another, having depression, and only a few hear voices. I am sadly one of those people. Hearing voices is a no go area, as it can say hurtful things about yourself or other. It could also make you do uncertain things like cutting yourself or stabbing another person.

But it is with voices that you need to see a specialist doctor, one that has trained in mental health, and one that wants you to get well.

You will of cause get medication to help suppress your voices. Either it be Oral or Injection based.

I started on oral tablets and many to try to suppress the voices, I cannot remember how many I went through, but it could be counted on one hand or two.

Then came Injection based.

It might work the other way around for you as we are all different and certain medications might not work for you, but you might have to put up with the voices until you have Stabilised.

The process can be short or long, depending on the mind and what meds you take.

These should be taken regularly and should not be missed.

Current State

Hi Everybody Who May Have Read Some Of My Posts. I Would Like To Say That I Have Finally Concluded That I Am Back To My Usual Self, And Got Rid Of Any Anxieties That I Have Had Regarding Someone.

I Have Been Taking Medication To Get Me Back On Track To A More Lively State And None Volatile Nature, Even So I Had No Grounds On Hurting Anybody When I Was Ill. Its Now Been Some Time Since I Wrote About It And Need No More Grounds On Concluding Its Outcome.

I Sincerely Hope To Continue To Write About My Hobbies, Interests, Aspects Of My Live That I Hope You Will Enjoy.

Thank You For Listening.

To All Who Are Concerned

I would like to take this opportunity to express my feelings on the matters of yesterday that was quite a while back, I do know that I still have some haters for the things that I tried to do, I was not trying to harm anyone or anything but I would like to share this information with you. I know where my place is now and make sure that you understand this, from previous posts on my blog I have to say that through everything that has happened I know you will be ok and fine finally, I need no acquaintance to say sorry as I would know that you have got the message I Am Deeply Sorry. I Have been taking medications to get me corrected and to make sure that my mental capabilities are correct and non-volatile. my only regret is that I did not speak out sooner and made the adjustments to know that it was wrong for me to do. my mind was playing tricks and I created a war that should never have been.

In the appreciating time that I had taken in a midst of a venue, I took time to re-analyze the purpose of this measure and found it to be false. I hope you will forget this and enjoy your life. I am not trying to recreate any of the acts but to only close a book that would never have been opened. I will find my life once more on the brink of eventuality that should show me the way to not miss diagnosing things. and to make a reasonable life that I may live.

Closure

After trying to get to talk to this one person for some time, I chanced it find out if I was mad or not, but in the sense of talking to the person, I was arrested afterwards but I finally found some form of factor that I was not liked to be going to the house or anywhere near the person, I got cautioned because I knew that I did wrong,

she did say that I was to get away,

I think that I can still hear her but I am trying not to listen and might be going to a spiritualist to seek some help.

Reality Vs My Concious

After So Long In My Plight To Gain Acceptance About My Anxiety, I Have Always Wondered If The Birds Where Ever Speaking To Me, I Am Starting To Be Lost In My Own Actions, I Know It To Be True In Some Context That The Person That I Was Persuing Was Also Persuing Me, But Never Meeting In The Middle. Being In Haste I Know I Should Be Around Her, But With The Deeds Of Before I Am Not Knowing Where I Stand, Even Though I Dream Of Her Now And Then My Heart Is Nearly Given Up. As Has She,

I Know I Can Not Look At Another Until I Find A Cure, Needing Information From Her Lips And Eyes,

I am a Transparent On Being Of Two Minds, Some Of Which I Have Grown Accustomed To Being Alone, And Other Trying To Reach Out, But I Have Never Really Lived A Life That Was Filled With Love, Only From the Parents I Had,

I Hope I Have Not Hurt Her In Any Way, Emotionally, I Did Not Mean To Make This A Source For Revenge Hatred As I Had Bottled A lot Of My Feelings Up For Soo Long,

I Say With All Envy I Am Cursed, Listening To Birds In My Neighbourhood For All Time, They Are Starting To Die Down But Always Come Back.

Mental State

The moon at night darkens with every minute that passes, up comes the sun to take away the
blues, Down comes the rain to wash away all the miseries, I say to you become not a Fool but an elegant human, broken plants strive to get well, branches unfold for nature’s commodity, every whim has its due, I am but a mere fool. I have said what I must, but deep within the earth has silenced me. I am trying to grow for sealing in all the light, I say listen to brothers gold, I am damaged and need to be reborn, taking in the vaccine that doctors do describe, living in doubt that I can hear you, a fathers pride has sent me messages “he makes me happy” for he can only use by carrier bird, i listen to what people do say, in angst, I must stay, please do me a favour and forget this charade.

I meant no harm on many levels, but thinking of one I must say empathetic, to love you is to not be with you, I hope someday my life changes, but all I see is your hurting heart, I do not want you to be hurt, or come to harm. every day passes that I know I will never be beside you but seen my future I had seen it true, for I wish I could turn back the hand of time, make all well and still be friends, all I have created was a feud between us, I still have heartburn thinking of you, anxiety kicks in on more than one, listen to your brother and all will be well. I am saying this because I do not want you to be hurt. live by your morals and see a happier day,

I know that we have never truly met face to face living by boundaries I do not climb, you will become upset reading this, but you will mend in time, I am the fool and not you, seeking is what I have done, never catching what I created my line, I know it is you who is trying soo hard to surround me with all your arms. people tell me lots of things that may be true, such as you living in another’s arms and glued to your children that mother does, but I have heard my father that this is not, I live in an only dream and that is all I can do. my illness is my curse. you will be well after you lay me in past, find the one you will, I state no names for all concerned. I hope you have a better life than what is now, be yourself and be true. I have meds that try and mend all that I have done, thinking people were trying to kill me I stayed up all that night, talking and listening to what had been said, getting information about them by psychic connection, that is why I am mad as I am, I don’t know my self what I am to be, having too many voices that I can control,

To be honest, to love you I must let you go. you are my valour
and strength, I bequeath your life without me.

please be happy and not sad, find your partner and love him so. For I must be alone.