That time the cops came around.

When you least expect it, sometimes you need a authoritative summons, inwhich will allow you to gain insight into what you have done wrong.

I for one have had this.

As a story Ends, an new beginning onfolds.

But what is this beginning. Life for short and a better way to live that. With no remorse and Self Degregating that blossoms from knowing that as a person of interest. I can now put to death a notion that was, and now is not.

By means of co-operation. I will now live my life the way it was intended.

Single life is what comes after.

Do Our Loved Animals Still Circle Us, To Know That We Are Protected. Loved. Missed.

Had A Dream Of My Former Four Legged Friends Last Night. This entailed That I Would Not Let Them Out of my sight. as one of them went off or was dog-napped when I was a youngster. this one was one of my best friends and I have had four dogs in my life up to today. the first was an Alsation, who I had known since I was born, she followed me nearly everywhere I went. and was my main protector apart from my parents.

my second dog was king Charles who inadvertently was miss treated and hell he could snore loudly. he passed away nearly 17 years ago. and could spell out a biscuit or chocolate buttons from Cadbury. he lived a good life and could pick out the carrots that were given to him from our leftover Sunday dinners.

my third dog was called Cyndi. and only lived a short while.

now since my dream, I was always near my beloved dogs and still was given kisses by them when asked and would always look to see that they are near. I think that this is because I may not want to be alone when members of my family pass. I only have my mother and brother who is married with three children. as all my grandparents and father have gone to the spirit in the sky. Even though people portray an animal as a none entity they do not miss them when they pass. I for one still like to remember them, no matter how long ago it was since I saw them last.

Dreaming

I have a number of dreams that I can remember from growing up but some of them are really freaky.

1. I am at my nana and grandad’s house sitting on a table getting my Shoe-Laces tied by my grandad when i was about 3-4 years old. then another me halfway up the stairs looking down at me from a younger age, Aged about 8-9 also another me looking down at both my younger years at age 12-14 years of age.

can you sum this one up?

2. Falling

I have had this dream only on the odd occasion when I am at a block of flats or shopping centre where the height is quite high, I jump and feel the breeze hitting my face and my heart pounding like a drum. but then I hit the floor and feel some of the impact, I am not dead.

I later try to do this again with the knowledge that I have learned from the fall and put into practice falling again but this time to stop the impending floor by slowing my fall to bring me safely on my feet,  also levitating before touching the ground.

3. before my family moved from one house to another. I have a strange inkling that when I was about 4-5 my dad was driving me and mam to my nana’s, I see a house on a street that we have passed thousands of times that I think that we might live there one day. I still remember this vividly. then when I was about 14 I had a dream as we moved with boxes in the room ready to be unpacked, waiting for mother to come home from work and me coming down the stairs and engaging in conversation. that I realised that I had dreamt this dream about 9 months prior to this encounter. that I ask my self is this deja vu or just being partly psychic.